Group Hug

Every time I got near you that weekend, I could feel a steady hummm in my chest like a small motor running. Was this my imagination When I was on my way to see you, I had this overwhelming feeling come over me, nothing like I ever felt before, I could feel it in my veins… I have to wonder if that is exactly when you jumped the first time. I know you want me in your life, that much is clear… very clear. You are a very special friend and so is she. I am so glad we met again like you said we would… this has had me in awe since I started suspecting it was you. The more I suspected the more I would hear you telling me with your little clues. Then I started hearing you tell me how you feel, again with your little clues… and it wasn’t really flirting it was just you expressing feelings that I felt. Well there was that one time that you caressed my arm with your knuckles… I told myself that I was imagining it when you was doing it… told myself that you must not have not have realized you were doing it. There are so many things running through my mind, all the time, about you and about all of this. There is nothing I can do right now, I can’t tell you this… because you are with her…. but all I know is I don’t ever want to lose you… I will never say goodbye to you because I want you in my life… forever… even if we can only be friends. I believe you are my soulmate… what do you believe