http://www.fthis.org Feed for: Group Hug I've never had anyone tell me that they are on my side…I guess that's why I love you http://www.fthis.org/story/181806 i don't know how to tell her how much i like her http://www.fthis.org/story/181805 i bet all you are doing right now is playing video games and smoking pot. just go ahead and kill yourself. you are seriously still 17, pathetic. http://www.fthis.org/story/181793 I really want to believe you when you say I'm flawless…but I can't get my eyes to lie to me…but I am so glad that I met you  http://www.fthis.org/story/181792 It just occurred to me that all I ever was to you was an ego boost. How sad. The last thing you need is a boost to your ego. http://www.fthis.org/story/181791 my kid is angry and mad at me. hates me, wants nothing to do with me. I think I know why. I haven't been myself for the past couple years but I spent many years putting myself through the ringer to raise him and his brother. but it kind of makes me angry too because I feel like he's angry about things that have nothing to do with anything other than he feels I'm not allowed to be human. I could understand if I was a drug addict or an alcoholic or if I drug a string of men through the house or we moved all over the place all the time. Never happened. I just got tired, exhausted from always pushing myself. Had to slow down. And plus I found someone so I think he feels abandoned. but here he is months away from 18 and any time I've tried to talk to him in the last year it's ‘shutup' or ‘leave me alone'. Ok. You know, its a two way street. If you wanna be a grown up, you shouldn't want your mommy up your ass trying to coddle you and keep you from fussing, should you You should have your wits about you and you should know how to communicate in the appropriate manner, shouldn't you Instead it's rage and threats. You're brother misses you but doesn't miss the way you berated him and roughed him up. We're going to miss you. The you that was fun and funny. Not the hateful bully. It's too bad you can't even articulate WHY you hate me and your brother. All I know is, what comes around goes around and when you're 36 with a family you'll get what it is to be human. that is if you haven't completely alienated yourself by then. still love ya anyway, punk. http://www.fthis.org/story/181790 To the guy some posts below who's fighting to be happy, I admire you. I wish I were as strong as that. On another note, I came home today telling myself I wanted to die. It's funny how you can have so many people around and feel so alone. Is it bad if I had thoughts of wanting to hang myself It's been 34 years of dealing with this shitty depression and I'm just about ready to give up. http://www.fthis.org/story/181789 To the guy some posts below who's fighting to be happy, I admire you. I wish I were as strong as that. On another note, I came home today telling myself I wanted to die. It's funny how you can have so many people around and feel so alone. Is it bad if I had thoughts of wanting to hang myself It's been 34 years of dealing with this shitty depression and I'm just about ready to give up. http://www.fthis.org/story/181788 i keep having dreams about having graphic lesbian sex. its hot and now im totally curious http://www.fthis.org/story/181787 I love my sister in law so much! I'm just so jealous that she's closer with my other friend and not with me. I wish she would talk to me more and hang out with me more. I'm glad my brother married her. I wish she and I became closer friends. I love her hugs and she's so cool. I miss being close with her. I'm sad that she and I don't talk much anymore and she doesn't even come to see me anymore.  http://www.fthis.org/story/181764 Sometimes my wife gets a little drunk. Sometimes my wife gets a lot drunk. When she get a lot Drunk she gets real horny. Last night she had me stick two fingers up her arse while she played with her clit. This wasn't enough! I pulled my fingers out turned her around and stuck my rock hard cock up her arse! Within 5 mins while she was rubbing her own clit and i was fucking her arse she came. Then after that i fucked her arse hard until i came too. all the while i was pumping her arse i was on top she was shouting “fuck my arse” and “fuck me hard in the arse” and “cum deep in my arse” It was seriously the best fuckin sex i have had. I love the fact that my wife likes me to fuck her up the arse! http://www.fthis.org/story/181763 Why did I ever let myself believe she'd want to marry me http://www.fthis.org/story/181762 I think I see the world differently than most people. I think that people that wish bad things for other people are bringing bad things on themselves. It's evil to want to see anyone or anything suffer. Karma has a way of turning those thoughts against you. http://www.fthis.org/story/181761 I can feel vibrations coming through my hands from my phone. Weird. http://www.fthis.org/story/181760 I'm done trying to contact you. I really am. I'm tired of hurting when you don't reply. I'm worth more than this. You can try to say I don't care but all I ever did was try. You are free from me…celebrate today. Captcha happy mantra http://www.fthis.org/story/181759